First Post (rant on myself)

Hello again, aaj ka mausam thoda gram hai yaaron. Meri tabiyat bhi kuch khas thik nhi hai. I wanted to say alot of things about my past, but it doesn’t really matter since it’s gone. I’m very very anxious about my future. To give you some context of my anxiety, I’m a NEET. I did meme degree in [some cs related course] from some 69 tier college in 69 tier city. I will come to colleg in a moment, for now let’s talk about school. I hated it.

Mai school ka sakal bhi nhi dekhna chata, I suffered a lot in school. Sabhi randi ke pille mujhe bully karte tha because I was too tall and thin back then. Irony is, aaj madarchod sale mujhe puchte hai “how to increase height bhai?”. Mai kabhi nhi bhulunga wo din. Whole class used to look down on me. Kuch galtiya meri bhi thi. I was an attention seeker back then, but I never look down on anyone. I never made fun of someone’s insecurities or physical condition. Khair, there nothing to yap about now.

Coming to college, it was kind of avg, since everyone is stranger to me it didn’t bothered me much I made one great friend that I can trust. Apart from that college life was pretty avg. I didn’t learned anything from there tho. Didn’t got any placement or job too.

Current status

I’m currently learning go programming language and trying to cave my way into backend engineering. So far go seems nice language, will also learn android development to make app (since most of lundian thinks apps are more safe than web).

I’m also thinking of making some micro-saas product that generates bare-minimum income to atleast survive without parents money.